Journey of my thoughts!!

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

My last days in college!!

Everyday when I go to sleep, I know another day has passed. All these days I never thought like I think now. I am loosing a day of my life that is so precious to me. Sometimes when I walk the stairs of my academics block...I feel how I used to think...why so many stairs in our campus,"Jo khaya...sab upar classrooms tak pahunchte hoye digest ho jata hai". In my first semester we used to count the stairs till we reach our computer labs at the top. That must be around 200-300. Now when I walk through the stairs I just wish I could walk some more!! Why just some more days I will be here.
These steps through which we ran when we got late for classes,sitting and gossiping at times on these steps..and suddenly getting embarrsed when the person about whom we were talking..suddenly appears from nowhere(even teachers…that’s so common)

how can I forget my night walks with my friends…the most memorable part of our college life..gossiping..chatting..”dukhkde rona” at our very dear Jaypee Mall road. Also boy/girl gazing in the night..when its least someone can catch u. Everything seems like a dream…but so true..i have lived it and so has u.

Just a glimpse of the most treasured moments in my life…I LOVE JUIT….and I will miss every moment I spend here.

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

My project!! :-)

Today we 4(my dearest friends and me)tried to complete our project to our utmost perfection and show it to our guide. I don't say that we four worked days and nights for the project...but yes..we did worked hard...tried to make it perfect..understand the concept and implement it. it may seem so simple...It is actually...but still its different. and we have really worked hard for it. Today when our HOD saw the project...he said...i am proud of u..its excellent. I felt how all these years...we always felt scared of him..made fun at times...tried to avoid his scoldings...and today he appreciated us for the little work put on by four of us. is it him..or is the god's grace that showered on us through him. our guide also tried to understand our project. he had been unwell and so had been on a vacation. he didnt gave the same type of response that our HOD gave.we were bit upset....but maybe its just some more effoprt we need to put. bhaiya said....now four of u try ur best to make him understand the new concept. yes...thats what...we worked hard...we did something new...we should now try to make our sir understand what we did to the best of our capabilities. maybe god wanted us to put in some more effort...something extra...to reach what we want. hmm..life is full of miracles...yet its so real. with the thoughts of putting our best and wishing good health to my daer sir and guide...i end up. hmm...there is much more today...but i feel...i should wait till tomorow!!

Monday, May 01, 2006

I FEEL I AM LEAVING MY LIFE TODAY!!

In my this journey...i have crossed another threshold...my college life....as an undergrad is just about to end. everday as i get up in the morning...i know...finally my morning will be few...i dont feel like complaining about the mess food or the noise in the hostel corridors...i enjoy the laughter of the juniors around me...there night talks with their friends. lucky ppl...they still have some years...and i am counting my days. i can see tears in the eyes of my friends...my dearest friend pallavi's eyes swell in front of me. i cant ask...we all walk in silence at times....nobody wants to break the monotony of our feelings.

i love singing some song...at times...i just remember a song sung by maddona

This used to be my playground (used to be)
This used to be my childhood dream
This used to be the place I ran toWhenever I was in needOf a friend
Why did it have to end
And why do they always sayDon't look back
Keep your head held high
Don't ask them why
Because life is shortAnd before you know
You're feeling old
And your heart is breaking
Don't hold on to the past
Well that's too much to ask


I HAVE TO SAY...ALL THAT I FEEL...MAYBE TOMORROW...WHEN ANOTHER DAY JUST PASSES BY!!!HMMMM.

Saturday, August 27, 2005

transcendental journey

Transcental journey is my journey into my thoughts and the world around me....a journey which is endless but the means to go on r different!! people come and go in our life...but the journey dosent stop..life moves on..stops at different places...and again goes on!well i believe after 21 yrs of journey already..there is too much still to see and feel!hmm....thats all! :-)

Friday, August 26, 2005

First Blog

So, the journey begins from here ...

Its my first blog and I will write here what my heart speaks, after all its powerful than mind.

:)